I wish it was not an expectation, English Poem for joy or failed at test

Sometimes someone needs time to control their narrow mind. Sometimes it can be me, anytime.

English Poem for Joy

I never rest, tomorrow I take a test

But the effort just showed bad result

Years you learn, buf it’s what you earn

When expectation become a disaster

Crashed, smashed, broken in two

Scream and shout and the riot

It’s the voice of knocking the floor

It always felt the same, hurt

I wish it was not an expectation

Then I thought

I wish my heart could be like a ball

When it falls, it always bounced

I wish my heart was just fine at all

Always bounced and fall just once

When your ability’s not giving any possibilities

Is that my narrow mind?

As narrow as line

Like shadow in a hollow

Pass by through the sorrow

On the hollow I see a bird

The bird is chirping, it’s sparrow

telling me there’s tomorrow

Many chances I can borrow

Then come someone, he says

“Sometimes it’s wrong to be smart”

It what makes my heart steady

Time never tells that’s late to start

Start again to be person who ready

Result may give some effects

But it is never seems perfect

You may win, keep that feeling of kind

You may lose, don't be sad, it’s never mind

I have spent so much time contemplating

About What I’ve got and what I’ve lost

But It doesn’t change neither fact, nor anything

Never mind, my heart now feels joy, lots.

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